It’s been 15.5 months since I found out about my husband’s affair.
Not a single day has been easy. Not even one.
This is the single most difficult and overwhelming experience I’ve ever gone thru. Without exception.
Staying is hard. Every single day.
I’m not the same person anymore. So much of who I am is still lost in the chatic aftermath of betray.
I can’t find my way out.
I question and doubt everything.
This is not the life I wanted to live.
I can’t “forget it.”
Something has to change.
But, I’m still not ready….