I’m so fucking tired of them…
“I don’t know, honey”
“I don’t remember”
“that was so long ago”
“I don’t recall”
“that’s not how it happened…”
“You are trying to make it more than it was”
“It was just sex”
“I didn’t think you’d be this upset”
“I didn’t think you’d care”
“I need time to take care of myself” (not verbatum.. That’s how I interpret it.)
“We were just friends in high school” (when the original fucking started)
“You’re digging for info but you won’t anything more than you’ve already found”
I ask questions and get the same vague answers. Sometimes he gives me a different answer. There’s so little truth in it. That’s all I want!!! Is the truth so fucking hard now? I know about the fucking affair now. It’s my hell now. Nothing more can hurt me as long as it’s not any more fucking lies or excuses.
I sent an email to LKL asking for a timeline. She’s going thru her calendars to provide it for me. She already offered information that contradicts what my husband has told me. Starting with “when you were pregnant with J (my firstborn son NAME!)…” I’ve opened myself up for something I don’t know if I’m prepared for….my husbands timeline had there first contact with her in 2009 on FB. Prior to that it was his early 20’s. My son was born in 1997. Twelve more years of fucking lies!!